Dear Future Husband II

This morning, I woke up thinking about how sweet it will be when we finally meet. Or maybe

we’ve already crossed paths and you’re just taking your time. How much longer do you need to step up your game? Are you missing me as much as I am missing you? Do you long for me the way I long for you? I’m starting to wonder if you’re as feeling all the emotions as I am because at this point, I’m over the waiting. The lonely and cold nights, the unending thoughts of you, of us.

The yearning to be touched. The desire to be in your space day and night. It’s time to stop taking your sweet time, step up already and come.

Just a heads up, though: this girl has a lot of plans for you. Some safe, some unsafe; well, come so you can find out. Time is precious, and the longer we wait, the more we lose.

When you finally walk into my life, I might be a (little) too touchy, always in your space. It’s not that I’m dependent or needy. It’s because I’ve missed you so much. I only wish you’d come sooner so we could’ve had more time together. But I guess we’ll make up for lost time. Every moment with you will be a blessing, but a part of me can’t help but wish we had started this journey a little earlier. Winks

But whenever you arrive, you’ll realize all the time we’ve lost, and I hope you’re ready to make up for it. I’ve had all this time to prepare, to grow, and to get ready for you, and I promise you’ll be amazed by what I’ve learned and become. And I trust you’ve been preparing too, because this is a two-way ride, after all.

I want you to know, there’s only one space in my heart, and it’s reserved for you. Of course, this doesn’t mean that God is no longer first,

He is the center of my life. But He created me just for you, and He gave me the ability to love you. So, after Him, it’s you. There’s no one else. Even our future children will never take your place in my heart, because they’re here because of the love we share. They’ll simply borrow a part of it until they’re grown and ready to start their own journeys. But when the time comes, it will always be just you and me, continuing our forever story.

I love you. Hurry up and come already! Every day is one step closer to us being together.