Deola's Diary

There are no perfect words for this, but let me see if I can try. You feel like a paradox; someone I’ve never truly known, yet somehow my soul recognizes you without hesitation. It’s really strange how I can look at you and feel a sense of belonging, even though I’m still learning who you are. You are both a mystery and a memory, both unknown and unforgettable. You feel like someone I’ve known forever, and yet when I look closely, you’re still a mystery. You’re a stranger in

In the story of my life, I could list all the achievements I’ve gathered up to this point. And honestly? Not to blow my own horn, I can definitely say that I’ve done well for myself. Still I find myself wondering; where are you? What are you doing right now? What are your likes and dislikes? Your hobbies? Your turn-ons and turn-offs? You’re the part of me that’s still missing. The piece that completes the puzzle. So come be who you were created to be. My husband. My friend.

This morning, I woke up thinking about how sweet it will be when we finally meet. Or maybe we’ve already crossed paths and you’re just taking your time. How much longer do you need to step up your game? Are you missing me as much as I am missing you? Do you long for me the way I long for you? I’m starting to wonder if you’re as feeling all the emotions as I am because at this point, I’m over the waiting. The lonely and cold nights, the unending thoughts of you, of us. The yea

Sometimes I feel like people have an opinion about why I don’t have a man, as if I’m supposed to just "find" one somewhere, like it's as easy as going to the store or holding an audition. Sigh   It’s like I’m meant to check off a list and voilà, the perfect guy will appear. But here's the truth: yes, I want to get married. Yes, I don’t want to be on this journey alone. But I also need the right man. I’m not searching for the perfect man with six-pack abs, a six-figure salary,

When was the last time you read a love letter that made you giggle and your heart happy? A love letter that lightens your mood and brightens your day. Not a "you up?" text at midnight or a "Good morning beautiful" text, but a real, heart-pouring declaration of affection. There’s something magical about words crafted with intentionality, and no one has does this better than the Songs of Solomon . This biblical book is not just poetry; it’s a symphony of romance, intimacy, and

Let me tell you of a love story that is not about fairy tales or make-believe, but about a love so pure, it feels almost sacred. A love so sweet and true, it’s hard to imagine it could exist in a world so chaotic. But it does. I’ve seen it. I’ve felt it. Imagine a love so adorable, so kind, it feels like a melody crafted just for your heart. A love so delicate, yet so unshakable, that nothing can dilute its essence. That’s the beauty of perfect love; a love that transforms y

There’s a unique kind of beauty in waiting for your person—the one who will make your heart laugh and your stomach dance. It’s not just about finding someone who makes the world stand still; it’s about finding the one who makes you feel like you’re the center of theirs. This person, your person, is unlike anyone else. They are the one after your heart, the one who understands the rhythm of your soul. They make even the most ordinary moments feel extraordinary, filling your da